Imperator-Xolo

2020 is almost here, Christmas is almost here, and the day when I go back to college is almost here. Yes, lots of things are happening and I've been really busy. From working night shift to preparing to return to college here in the city. The wage work I'm doing so far is pretty tiring and useless in my opinion because I know my talents and skills are better suited elsewhere in higher paying jobs out there. Being 19, I've been changing a lot. As someone as young as me, I've become more responsible and more aware of noticing reality (if you what I mean ( ͡~ ͜ʖ ͡°)). Aside from that, I'm actively keeping myself occupied instead of laying in the house all day. I have jury duty next year, so I'm prepping for that. Anyways, I'll keep in touch as always.

I'll take my chances... 

I needed to get this off my chest, and the reason why I didn't write about this earlier in the week was because I wanted some time off to think about my life and work on moving forward. Even though I was still active here and interacting with you guys as usual, I didn't want to bring anything personal up or talk about it. To be straightforward, I failed to get enough course credits to continue going to my college for another year. I tried to make up some credits by taking classes in the summer, but I was only able to afford to take one class instead of three. When I returned for the second year, I found out that I was withdrawn from the college until I could regain my deficient credits. Currently, I'm applying for another college back home to make up those credits and submitted an application for it. Just recently, I also applied for a job my uncle recommended me, so I'm waiting for that as well. At this point, I felt like it was all over for me. I wouldn't be able to pursue a life where I was financially secure and contempt with a job and livelihood. Somehow, I'm climbing myself back up. Y'know, I don't usually like to say things that are personal or ask for help that much because I'm not open enough, but I'm working on it. I know I should be writing a bit more in this journal, but I decided to keep this short...

Hey what's up guys it's your favorite gamer here. I'm itching to win 3,000 points to spend on commissions:
[CLOSED] 3,000 POINTS GIVEAWAY/RAFFLE!winners: 
Hello!! How are you today? Well, it's time for another GiVeAwAy!!!
This time the price will be even bigger: 3,000 points!!!
Do you want it?   
to join is super easy. I'll use the same system of my last giveaways.
Read carefully:
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  HOW TO JOIN: 
1. You must be watching me
2. You must favourite this journal
3. Post a journal on your profile, talking about and publicizing this giveaway (required). Your journal MUST contain the link for this giveaway journal!!! (status, poll and such aren't accepted)
4. After doing this 3 steps, you're already competing this giveaway!
Very simple & easy!
   HOW WILL I CHOOSE THE WINNER?

1. I will use random.org to pick a rand

Stole this from StarElisah to pass some time. 

[] = 0 points
[/] = 0.5 point
[x] = 1 point
Okay, right so let's do it!

[/] You find it hard to talk to strangers. (Most of the time, they start the conversation first.)
[] You don't like to look people in the eye.
[] You hate using public restrooms. (Any hole's a goal.)
[/] You hate to go shopping alone. (It's nice to have company, even though I shop for my groceries and clothes I buy for myself.)
TOTAL: 1

[/] Being introduced to new people makes you nervous. (First impression is difficult.)
[x] When you're in a group of people, it's difficult to think of what to say. (Me and the boys during a sesh.)
[] You have a lot of trouble talking to the opposite sex. (Nah.)
[] You hate to be teased.
[] You hate answering the door.
TOTAL: 1.5

[x] You can't stand people watching you. (Me and the FBI and social media corporates.)
[/] One on one conversation makes you nervous. (Pretty mixed. Depends on the person.)
[x] You don't like to ask people for help. ( )
[/] You hate to read out loud. (Unless it's like a speech, but I'll leave it 50% because I enjoy reading out loud.
[] You don't like answering questions. (I'm fine with answering questions.)
TOTAL: 3

[] You dread ordering food at restaurants. (I see no problem with this.)
[] You are uncomfortable at parties, unless you know everyone well. (Relatives parties I'm pretty comfortable, so any party would just as fine, I guess.)
[] You don't like to talk, because you're afraid of being embarrassed by what you say.
[x] You wish you were more outgoing. (Being outside is actually helpful to calm my mind.)
[x] You hate being in the center of any room. (Dreadful...)
TOTAL: 2

[] You don't know how to react to compliments.
[x] You prefer reading, writing, drawing. (It's fun that's all.)
[/] You blush easily. (I'm pretty fair-skinned for a Hispanic, so I probably notice my blushes. Not to say I blush easily, but 50%.)
[x] You spend a lot of time in your room. ( guilty...)
[/] You don't like talking about personal things with people you don't know very well. (I gotta stay lowkey. But I'm pretty open, just not fully transparent. I'll say I have younger brothers and I'm still in school, but I won't reveal my locations or contacts.)
TOTAL: 3

10.5

Multiply your total by 4 to find out your percentage.

Overall Total: 42%

WELL WHOPPDY F##KING DO!!   Perfectly fitting to me! I'M NOT SO SHY!!!